Wednesday, March 25, 2015

Devil



The amount of misery that goes through your head every single day cannot be unseen, your current situation will lead you to nowhere but complete madness, the armor you are currently holding will no longer stand for your lies and give up on you, and then you will be vulnerable and every single word will drag you to insanity.
'Everyone is changing' is what you always say when people leave you behind as an excuse to blame others for your mistakes and lies. No one told you what to say so you believed that you are free to say whatever that comes to your twisted mind, you created a snow globe where it snows everyday even though that snow came from the tears of the people you hurt.
I have never met someone who can deceive people that good, someone who everyone said was a wonderful person and a respected individual turned out to be a devil in disguise. I really want to know how can you sleep every night or maybe your filthy soul does not even feel guilt or shame, maybe your long experience in this 'business' killed your sensation of these human characteristics - If you are still counted as human.
I can sense your presence around me, I caught you stalking me few times standing there in the corner like a thief who is waiting for the perfect time to snatch a lady's handbag. I don't mind that to be honest, I actually enjoy seeing you dying for a chance that we meet so you can fool me again with your well-written stories but I am afraid you're out of chances.
You are nothing but a rotten human soul wandering in a body that's waiting to be decomposed. A disgusting con artist hiding in a woman's body. A lonely sheep wearing a wolf's coat to protect itself, but sooner or later all of your methods and tricks will be crystal clear to everyone and you will have no one but yourself to blame.
I remember every single thing you convinced me of, I remember every time I fell for your beautiful eyes thinking that they are telling the truth when you said you loved me. I look back and I cannot believe how stupid I was to waste my time with someone of your quality.
You are always hiding behind your friends which you convince them to 'take the bullet for you', You need to step down from your high horse and realize the emptiness in your soul which you filled with materials and gossip.
I cannot wait to see your next failure, the next guy you date, it's a long list already I don't know what you are trying to find but one thing I know for sure is that no guy on earth deserves to be with you, you are not worth anyone's time or feelings.
Everything you do you do it for yourself and in the end, you will end up alone living in a one-bedroom apartment, getting yourself drunk in an attempt to forget what you did in your pathetic life and trying to make a truce with yourself in order to move on -If that option still existed.
I can see that you are in pain every single day, Karma did slap you back in the face after all the troubles that you made over the years, and now I feel your hatred that I actually enjoy and cherish.
I guess this is the end of the story for you, you cannot fool everybody, you cannot fool everybody.

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